prikazanata za dzejn

-dzejn ne mozese da se seti na pricinata za nejziniot zivot,kako nekoj i dal tableta za spienje i ne mozese da se razbudi poveke. se i se cinese tolku temno,kako celoto nebo da bese sivo i pokrieno so temni oblaci. taa ja pregrnuvase temninata od edna neverna ljubov sto bese osudena na smrt no ne poradi nea.

bese poradi nego. tom bese gubitnikot.i tie konecno se razveduvaa i eventualno nestata vekje nema da bidat isti se kje se promeni zasekogas.

taa si veti na sebesi deka kje bide silna i deka nema da dade pet pari za celata ovaa situacija. no bese dosta bolno za nea.

taa bese vo los son,postojano sonuvajki kako nestata trebase da bidat pomegju niv dvajcata. i nedostasuvase tom,nejziniot veren drugar,nejziniot maz toj i bese se i nisto vo ovoj mig.

tom ja predade. spiese so druga zena i samo bog znae kolku mnogu pati,a taa bese postara i blondinka. mnogu razlicna od dzejn.

i sega dzejn se cuvstvuvase osameno i tazno i ne znaese kako da im kaze na svoite prijateli,familija i svojot 6 godisen sin.

taa se samosozaluvase nikogas ne pomisluvase kako moze ova da i se sluci nejze,na niv. barem ne na niv dvajca. tolku mnogu se sakaa eden so drug. bea odlicen par. barem dzejn taka mislese.

mozebi bese naivna i idealisticna no sekogas veruvase vo bajki. vo vistinska i beskrajna ljubov. vo sozdadeni eden za drug.

no,sega se bese zavrseno za nea. kje ima razvod i kje sledi podelba na se i komu kje mu pripadne pravoto na staratelstvo. a tom kje bide vreden podarok za taa zena. err.. tom najdobroto sustestvo na celiot svet,so negovite sini oci i topla nasmevka.. si mislese dzejn.

tom izgledase i se odnesuvase mnogu cudno i somnitelno vo posledno vreme,kako da kriese nesto od nejze..docni proekti,cudni povici preku telefon,razlicna mirizba na negovata garderoba. dzejn odluci da go sledi. gi vide togas pred restoran se baknuvaa strastveno kako dvajca zaljubeni. toa bese migot. taa znaese deka tom imase afera so taa zena i posle cela nok karanici tom i prizna konecno.

i toa bese krajot megju niv.

najverojatno mu e poprivlecna i pointeresna otkolku jas,mozebi mnogu ubavo se oseka pokraj nea izgleda deka nikogas nema da doznaam…pomisli dzejn.

telefonot gi prekina nejzinite misli.

 

 

P R O D O L Z U V A…..

 

SLEDETE JA DZEJN!

 

THE STORY OF JANE by Sanja Stevceva

-Jane could not remember the purpose of her life,as someone gave her sleeping pill,she can’t wake up anymore.

everything seemed so dark,the whole sky was gray and filled with dark clouds. she was embracing the darkness of unfaithful love,from love that was condemned of dead and it wasn’t because of her. it was because of HIM.

Tom was the loser,he lost her,and finally they were getting a divorce and eventually things will change forever. she promised herself that she will be strong,and she will not give a damn about this whole situation. but it was painful after all.

she was in a bad dream,constantly dreaming how things were supposed to be among them. she missed her tom,her companion. he was everything and nothing right now for her. tom betray her. he slept with another women and lord knows how many times,and that woman was older then him and blond,very different from jane actually.

and now jane was feeling lonely and depressed and didn’t know how to tell her family,her friends and her six year old boy. she felt sorry for herself,she never thought that this could happen to her,to them. not to them.

perhaps she was so naive and idealistic,but she always somehow believed in fairy tales. in true and endless love. in soulmates. and she hardly believed that there could be second chance for experiencing true and real emotions.pure and invisible to the others.

but now everything was over for her.

 

-to be continued-

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