power tends to corrupt and absolute power corrupts absolutely!

-As you all can see the past of Republic of Macedonia is a dead issue, and nobody can’t gain any momentum moving toward the future if we are dragged into the past.We must all forget those struggles for who will lead ,who will be in charge and concentrate on our national interest. That is the future of Macedonia towards EU AND NATO.

Macedonian people are not to be blamed for their low incomes, they are a hard working people but the problem is that the private sector is too much exhausted with the burden of uneducated mass. Most of them gain they knowledge by passing with corruption thats why young people are not fighting with legal methods in this country instead they are using the technology of manipulation and humiliation with one another with one single goal to frighten our intelligence to run from our country in fear that there is no place for them in such environment. Like there is no fair competition and selection from the best. and this is like an illness on all levels in the country. Fear, humiliation and manipulation.

We create our world, and it suppose to be a world of morality ,friendship and practicing the law for the whole society to prosper.

Macedonia has a future if people and their thinking change as like if they change their attitude.Macedonia once again proved that although right now we have new prime minister people still go to work, still have faith that things will improve, and yet they don’t want to lose the freedom to call them selves Macedonians!!

 

Success

Success in life its what you do for others while you grow to reach your maximum potential.

we all must learn how to serve, to show compassion and strong will to help others.

when i was younger i wanted to travel far away to serve the poor..however that wasn’t my destiny. i was good with words and every time i spoke or write i used them to deliver some kind of a message to deliver wisdom, happiness and joy!

all of us are born for some reason, thats why we need to explore our talents to find our true passion.  the columnist Whit Hobbs wrote:

“Success is waking up in the morning

whoever you are,wherever you are,

however old or young,

and bounding out of bed because there is something

out there that you love to do,

that you believe in,

that you are good at-

something thats its bigger than you are…

i believe in dreams.but also in actions!

never lose faith in yourself!

 

prikazanata za dzejn

-dzejn ne mozese da se seti na pricinata za nejziniot zivot,kako nekoj i dal tableta za spienje i ne mozese da se razbudi poveke. se i se cinese tolku temno,kako celoto nebo da bese sivo i pokrieno so temni oblaci. taa ja pregrnuvase temninata od edna neverna ljubov sto bese osudena na smrt no ne poradi nea.

bese poradi nego. tom bese gubitnikot.i tie konecno se razveduvaa i eventualno nestata vekje nema da bidat isti se kje se promeni zasekogas.

taa si veti na sebesi deka kje bide silna i deka nema da dade pet pari za celata ovaa situacija. no bese dosta bolno za nea.

taa bese vo los son,postojano sonuvajki kako nestata trebase da bidat pomegju niv dvajcata. i nedostasuvase tom,nejziniot veren drugar,nejziniot maz toj i bese se i nisto vo ovoj mig.

tom ja predade. spiese so druga zena i samo bog znae kolku mnogu pati,a taa bese postara i blondinka. mnogu razlicna od dzejn.

i sega dzejn se cuvstvuvase osameno i tazno i ne znaese kako da im kaze na svoite prijateli,familija i svojot 6 godisen sin.

taa se samosozaluvase nikogas ne pomisluvase kako moze ova da i se sluci nejze,na niv. barem ne na niv dvajca. tolku mnogu se sakaa eden so drug. bea odlicen par. barem dzejn taka mislese.

mozebi bese naivna i idealisticna no sekogas veruvase vo bajki. vo vistinska i beskrajna ljubov. vo sozdadeni eden za drug.

no,sega se bese zavrseno za nea. kje ima razvod i kje sledi podelba na se i komu kje mu pripadne pravoto na staratelstvo. a tom kje bide vreden podarok za taa zena. err.. tom najdobroto sustestvo na celiot svet,so negovite sini oci i topla nasmevka.. si mislese dzejn.

tom izgledase i se odnesuvase mnogu cudno i somnitelno vo posledno vreme,kako da kriese nesto od nejze..docni proekti,cudni povici preku telefon,razlicna mirizba na negovata garderoba. dzejn odluci da go sledi. gi vide togas pred restoran se baknuvaa strastveno kako dvajca zaljubeni. toa bese migot. taa znaese deka tom imase afera so taa zena i posle cela nok karanici tom i prizna konecno.

i toa bese krajot megju niv.

najverojatno mu e poprivlecna i pointeresna otkolku jas,mozebi mnogu ubavo se oseka pokraj nea izgleda deka nikogas nema da doznaam…pomisli dzejn.

telefonot gi prekina nejzinite misli.

 

 

P R O D O L Z U V A…..

 

SLEDETE JA DZEJN!

 

THE STORY OF JANE by Sanja Stevceva

-Jane could not remember the purpose of her life,as someone gave her sleeping pill,she can’t wake up anymore.

everything seemed so dark,the whole sky was gray and filled with dark clouds. she was embracing the darkness of unfaithful love,from love that was condemned of dead and it wasn’t because of her. it was because of HIM.

Tom was the loser,he lost her,and finally they were getting a divorce and eventually things will change forever. she promised herself that she will be strong,and she will not give a damn about this whole situation. but it was painful after all.

she was in a bad dream,constantly dreaming how things were supposed to be among them. she missed her tom,her companion. he was everything and nothing right now for her. tom betray her. he slept with another women and lord knows how many times,and that woman was older then him and blond,very different from jane actually.

and now jane was feeling lonely and depressed and didn’t know how to tell her family,her friends and her six year old boy. she felt sorry for herself,she never thought that this could happen to her,to them. not to them.

perhaps she was so naive and idealistic,but she always somehow believed in fairy tales. in true and endless love. in soulmates. and she hardly believed that there could be second chance for experiencing true and real emotions.pure and invisible to the others.

but now everything was over for her.

 

-to be continued-

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jovana..

-jovana ziveese vo svojot sopstven svet,se drzese do svoite sonista cvrsto iako poleka ja gubese zivotnata energija.

-“ne,si mislese-adam ne bil vljuben vo eva ili mozebi eva samo sakala da go pretvori vo bog so neposlusnost sprema boga.

Megjutoa jovana sekogas bese poslusna,sekogas gi sledese site pravila.no srekata nekako i se izmolknuvase niz presti.zamisli i se skrsi cadorot bas koga vrnese dozd..

..ednostavno bese maler!

togas go sretna cicko bogan koj i predade  cudesna mudrost. toj i rece:

-“bidi sekogas pozitivna,nadevaj se deka se kje ima prekrasna zavrsnica..bidi resitelna na svoite pateki.

iako sega si na ulica koja mozebi ti se cini bez izlez,ednostavno imaj trpenie i disi dlaboko bidejki druga vrata kje se otvori ako prozorecot se zatvoril. tesen e patot kon uspehot,a samo malkumina go naogaat.

trudi se i ne se otkazuvaj,bidi postojana i radosta neka caruva vo tvoeto srce.

-bidi ednostavno sebesi.

-“aha”-odgovori jovana. ..”lesno ti e tebe,imas procitano tolku mnogu knigi za mudruvanje,jas cel zivot sakam da bidam kreator,da napravam promeni,da donesam vistinski reformi.

-“jas citav za kako da se pronajdeme sebesi”-odgovori cicko bogdan. mozebi ti zvuci paradoksalno no covekot e najizgubenoto i najosamenoto sustestvo i kolku poveke ima mok za rasuduvanje tolku pomalku prijateli ima. a lugjeto sto go koristat mozokot se vistinsko bogatsvo i izvor na idei.

isto e i so liderite na golemite i neverojatno razvieni zemji koi sekogas se predvodeni od harizmaticni politicari so odlucuvacki karakter i cvrsto i naduvano ego.

tie se sakaat pred se sebesi. vljubeni se vo sebe..i se kako osameni volci iako imaat tolku sledbenici.

kolku poveke se transformiras niz resetoto na nadprosecnosta,tolku poveke si nerazbran.

ednostavno taka e draga jovana.

da se bide smesen covek

-zamisli pomisli ljubomir,jas sum smesen covek. site mi se nasmevnuvaat,ama bas sekogas. mozebi bidejki sum osamen,pa mi podaruvaat po grst sreka.

no ne jas ne sum osamen,imam edno kuce,go najdov sirototo pod mostot na rekata vardar,megju ciganskite decinja. imase nesto smesno vo toa kutre. .kako da bese véselo bidejki bese zivo. da,mu se raduvase na svojot kuceski zivot.

jadese suva korka leb,i piese valkana voda,no sepak bese uzasno srekno.

bese del od svetot. i site gi cuvase denje -nokje.iako bese malo i kutro.

sepak samo laese,bez da kasa.

bese pametno kutre.

jas sum smesen covek,so smesno kuce..pomisli ljubomir.

srekni se lugjeto koi ljubat

-zivotot se slucuva i togas koga najmalku ocekuvame. zivotot ne e serija od nastani bez kontinuitet koi neobjasnivo doagaat i zaminuvaat od nasite pateki.

zivotot e bog sam za sebe. toj e darot od univerzumot vo koj nie treba da ja pronajdeme svojata pricina za postoenje.

mnogupati kje potklekneme pred udarite na sudbinata isplaseni sto kje donese denesniot den ili uste poloso treperejki pred idninata bez da znaeme deka nasite zborovi i misli imaat tolku silna mok vo oblikuvanjeto na nasite zivoti.

jas sfativ deka dovolno se izmacuvav sebesi so racionalizacija na nestatata ednostavno bev rodena da zboruvam da imam glas koj moram da go sledam ako sakam da recam deka postojam.

mojata misija ne e mnogu poinakva od onaa na celoto covestvo,a toa e da ostavi traga. site luge se borci po priroda. megjutoa treba da sfatime nitu edna sostojba ne moze da trae vecno.

se tece -se e promenlivo. osven vistinskata ljubov.

taa gi izdrzuva najsilnite buri i ne se pokoruva na coveckite zakoni.

egzistira bidejki e kako ogan koj gori,i dava toplina i svetlost koja bleska so sekoja nasmevka i so sekoj pogled.

te budi sreken,te zaspiva sreken.

ti znaes ednostavno deka te cuva plamenot na ljubovta.

krotka e,mirna i se nadeva do posleden zdiv.

dlaboko vo sebesi srekni se lugjeto koi znaat da ljubat!!!